Fire drill

I was about doing my online banking chores (well... gaji kan arini) when the fire alarm burst out loudly and didn't stop. Most of us (mostly ladies) ignored it but when it didn't stop for about 2 minutes, one of the colleague called the security guard downstairs. They were in shocked too!!. Apparently it was only our level... lain2 tingkat tiada apa2 pun.. gosh... patutla riki2 tgk bwh mcm tiada juga org beratur di parking lot tempat yg kena beratur masa fire-drill last month. Isk... but fikir2 tadik klu lah mmg betul2 ada fire... (touchwood!!!) punyalah mengah tu mo turun tangga...

The end of 1st Trimester

Today is the first day of my 12th week... still having nausea and limited choices of drinks... but I think, it's beginning to get better...

2nd April was my girl 3rd bday... we celebrated the day watching Alice In Wonderland... full packed cinema since it was the 'Good Friday' holiday.

very short updates huh...

The 3rd month

oh my.... my last entry was last month?? gosh... this fussy pregnancy really keeps me off the mood... the breakouts on my face makes the mirror is the ultimate enemy... hate it!! today one of the colleague asked "what happened to your face? Chicken Pox?" huwaaaaa..... Nasib baiklah ada alasan "I'm pregnant" I didn't change any of my facial rutine... the same cleanser, toner & moisturiser. It's just that I had stop consuming Yasmin which was the secret of my flawless skin. After the colleague heard the news then she said 'It might be a girl'... yeah... me also have the same feeling... but boy or girl, it doesn't really matter... she/he will be the precious addition in the family... love you baby....

February Updates

Yeah... since the last entry was on January, guess this title suits well. So much to tell but recently I was busy adapting the new routine involving my boys. The son has just started pre-school. A month late but it's an abrupt decision actually since the hubby has just started working again at the end of last month. Moreover, we're not allowed to bring own personal lappy to the office for data security precautions, so no more internet surfing during lunch on my lappy... have to use the office's cyberzone desktop <-- not really an excuse, heheh.. just to inform what's new in the office ikekek.

I was trying to upload pictures of my Anaqin's first day going to school but the uploading process seems ages to finish so I canceled.. next time lah when the broadband gets better. Hmm... next update pleasee... lemmi think... o ya.. I just received a brand new hand mixer.. redeemed from my cc points which is expiring the end of this month.Yahooo... senang suda mo buat kek (bila la kunun ni? hehehe)

aaa... next?? Today, I went to see Dr. L. almost crying being lectured by her huhuhuh... She said I was not supposed to get pregnant immediately after having a miscarriage... (and there goes my announcement). But I have found out that the risk of pregnancy after spontaneous miscarriage does not have evidence to support the doc's recommendations for not trying to be pregnant in 1-3 months after... it also says that it's normal that women's fertility is actually increasing after a spontaneous miscarriage. The problem with my case is to calculate the EDD since I didn't have the usual cycle after the miscarriage bleeding. But we have ultrasound nowadays that can provides more accurate EDD. Since it's still early, no EDD for this visit.. have to wait for the next visit which is on 11th next month. Friends.. please pray for this pregnancy going well until delivery...

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I've lost my baby in the making on this date. Lucky that I don't have to go through the D&C. During my 1st prenatal visit with Dr S, I have an instinct that something's wrong with the baby. I've experiencing minor cramping but when I asked Dr. S she just smile saying that I didn't have to be worried since it's normal. She tried scanning the baby to make sure it's not an ectopic. She said my uterus swelling as in normal pregnancy but she can't find the baby since it was only 5 weeks and 3 days at that time. She asked me to do the urine test. And the fainted double line was the result. I didn't told her that I've done home test twice and it's still a positive result. She said it was a 50-50 result so she provided me another UPT and ask me to do the test again early in the morning where the urine is most concentrate. And, for the 4th time... it's postive & fainted but better than the 1st test done in my previous entry.


On 090110, a brownish spotting occur and at that moment, I told myself to be strong and ready to be facing with an early miscarriage. Blood starting to flow the next morning but still I didn't see a doctor since female doctor is only availabe from Monday to Wednesday at my place. Then, late in the evening when I was in the shower, I was surprised to see something on the pad.. I thought it was a blood clot but no... it's texture was more to a flesh. Me and hubby rush to the emergency and the doctor confirmed it was a complete abortion. I was warded for a nite and the next morning the doctor again confirmed I didn't have to go through D&C.. everything's have come out completely. Guess have to try again next time.

What To Expect??

The book that have been abandoned few years back is now ready to be my valuable resource again. Yup... I'm expecting the 3rd.. It's very early to announce where some expectant patiently wait until the 1st trimester ended to make it the BIG NEWS to friends. But today, being alone making me really in needs of my usual writing therapy. This news is actually already in the Bestfriends's Headlines.

This is my 1st UPT results. I took the test 1 day before my period is due.It's actually a double line but the other is very faint line that took me snapping several shots with my hp's camera to make it noticeable but it fails hahaha. I was too eager to do the test since I was off pills for about 4-5 months and I do having morning sickness. But after the 1st test I was in doubt, controlling myself on not to be excited since it might be the wrong results since I bought the cheapest UPT heheh. 2 days later, that is the 2nd day I missed the period, I took another test with the most expensive UPT and recommended by doctors (said on the box).

Can you read the word 'pregnant' ?? heheh... Cool huh... I'm in my 1st month... another 8 months to go before the baby expected to see the world the first week of September (or the final week of August judging from the early-than-due labors of the baby's bro and sis.

The Lost Gold

Salam to all.. it’s been a while since I wrote the last post.. dunno how to start.. probably what I have in mind right now is about the lost of my precious gold necklace. Yeahh… I have 2, 1 was a gift from bapa for the PMR excellence & the other is from mama simply for her only daughter to have it as a-mom-to-daughter-tradition-gift. Guess which one was lost?? The one I wrote with the bold was… huhuhuh….

From the time when I was confirmed that my second child is a girl, I have promised that the girl will have the tradition gift from me. I didn’t have a tough time though on deciding which necklace I should give away. It’s not that I like it more than the other. I love both but since the ‘was’ (hahah… feeling like naming it as ‘was’) have no pendant yet, so I took into consideration that the new pendant should be engraved with arwen’s name.

It’s a shame that I didn’t know the ‘Who’, or ‘How’, ‘Where’ and ‘When’ details. If all are known, then it shouldn’t be called lost lah kan.. maybe Snatched or Robbed. Anyway, I’m glad Arwen was not harmed and didn’t bruise. We only realized the ‘lost’ after MIL asked where the ‘was’ were. And it’s the day that we have many people coming in and out of the house since it’s my lil bro’s malam berinai. To all, it seems like someone is doing the bad thing, but hubby has done tracking with the pictures of arwen and we concluded that it was lost after 6^th Dec and before relatives and neighbors started coming to our house to help with the wedding chores.

Sedih memang sedih, tapi semua yang terjadi mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya. Tapi yang bikin panas tu masa kenduri ni la banyak benda-benda kecik hilang. Yang wajib hilang apa lagi… selipar la… iskk… my crocs sandal, and my children’s toilet flip flop. So, as a reminder to me and to all my friends, if you’re having lotsa people in the house, do keep all your valuables in a locked room. Do not let anyone enter any rooms without you or your family present. Better be cautious than be sorry.